2012년 10월 8일 월요일

Love that Doesn’t Need Confirmation

God the mother always gives love to us, even I don't realize she's love. We don't need confirm mother' love. God the mother' love is so great! When I was young, I was alwaysthirsty for mom’s love. Being the eldest daughter, I neededto yield and consider for my younger brothers and sisters.Even from the smallest things such as food or clothes was their priority. So I thought that my mom alwayswas on their side and loved them only. On puberty, these thoughtsincreased and I started somehow feel emptiness and loneliness. So I did everything what I could do to receive herconcern and love. Without hesitation, I did many wrong things, evendangerous things such as cutting myself. By those deeds, just as I have wanted, I could receiveher concern and love. At last, sometime when I got married I realized how muchI have been spending an immature life. My momconfessed that she couldn't treat me nicely because she was suffering fromdepression. Infact, because she loved me more than anyone one else, she cried and said thatshe hurt me. However, I didn't even care for mom’s pain and sadness. Does the love between parents and children really needconfirmation? ThoughI didn't need to confirm, why did I put on effort to win her love? Just like I did to my mom, I see myself wounding her andgiving her pain. After receiving Heavenly Mother, for a moment I would bejoyful and give thanks, and whenever I was tested, I would grumble and complain. I whined that I couldn't understand Her words and chafed, and Mother would hold my hardened hands andembrace me with her love. Myyoung daughter cannot get off the food and drink that is on her mouth, change herself with clean clothes or even change herselfwith new diapers. I guess our appearance would be just like this. Heavenly Mother wipes away the sins and faults that wecannot personally wipe away, creating us as the ornaments of the beautiful finelinen. Nowthat I know Heavenly Mother calmly loves me, I won't doubt or go impatienttrying to confirm Mother’s love. Comingdown to this earth for this immature child, washing away all of the sins andfaults of Their children, Father and Mother opened the bright, heavenly way. Igive infinite thanks and eternal glory for Their great love and grace.

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